Tonight I went and got together with my friends for the first time in a while. As i sat and listened to wha ti had been “missing” out on, I was just thinking, wow we are all 25/26 and still talking about what happened, and what things are going on like we are still 21. I thought getting older meant acting older? But i guess i missed the memo on that.
Or maybe it’s just because I’m a non-drinker. You know i’ve been claiming edge since 2004, but have been sober my whole life. I have never looked down on my friends for the choices they make, I can just walk away and know that I don’t regret my decision in life in that aspect of being social and responsible for my own self. The drug life is not for me, and can’t understand the thought of it. But I’m no saint and I’m not one to pass judgement harshly, I have my opinions, and you have yours. Life is just a puzzle and we all have blank pieces.
whatever//
Well today we buried my grandma. I feel i need to take control of some of my life i need to start working out again. I need to finish things, and eat better, so here is to turning it around and living and having a full PMA. So